So, I made a poem for mom because why not? 💕
Queen in the city
My mom is a superwoman,
always there when I am down.
She’s always there to catch me when I fall,
even if she have to crawl.
My pain is gone, I felt alright,
every time she kisses me goodnight.
She’s my everything and every kids dream,
never ever she’ll be mean.
The most beautiful flower in my garden,
even though she carries a burden.
She maybe an ordinary,
but her personality makes her extraordinary.
Someday, when the time is right, we will pack up and leave this chaotic small town. We will go somewhere far . Of course, we will bring our favorite shorts, sweatshirts and overused sneakers with our big backpack. Someday, we will stop somewhere just to admire the view, to take pictures ,to wait for the sunrise and sunset. Someday we will explore different coffee shops and we’ll try to discover the “The best coffee shop in the world”. We’ll meet new people of course and make friends, but always remember that you’re my only bestfriend. We will going to buy souvenirs in every place we’ve been. We will going to argue for a second because of something, but after that we will hug each other and say “I’m sorry”.
Someday, we will live as if it’s our last day on earth. We will grow old together with our partner and probably our kids will be friends just like we did. We will sing our favorite song with a hairbrush microphone at the top of our lungs and we’ll talk about the craziest and embarrassing moments in our life back when we were in high school, but for now, let’s enjoy the present and make the best out of it. Let’s be successful together so that when the time is right, no one can stop us from doing what we love.
I LOVE YOU.🌸
THANKS FOR READING 💕
Whenever I am down, I’d always put in mind how great our God is. How he turned the impossible to possible. How he turned my confusion to clarity. How he turned hate to love. God is indeed amazing and I just can’t put it into words. So, I made a poem to express my faith and gratitude 🙏🏻💙
I will never stop praising you 🍃🙏🏻
As the water’s flowing in the river
My God! I am your believer
As the light shine through my face
My God! these hands will raise
As the darkness pass and faint
I know this pain will fade
When the life seems so unlivable
I know you will make things possible
When the birds stopped singing and the Flag stopped swaying
I know you will do anything to stop this whining
When I am old and grey
My God! I will lift my voice and pray
When I am cold in my grave
Oh! my loving God! I’m nothing to refuse what you gave.
I want to share what I wrote last year before my moving up ceremony for Junior high school. 🙏🏻🎉
Being a high school student is like riding in a roller coaster, it has ups and downs, thrilling and exciting, but the most important, you’d learn that you can survive in every obstacle, just take a deep breath and enjoy the ride. Columban college is my second home, the people there is my second family and they will always have a special place in my heart. Ever since my junior high school started, I learned to do things on my own, I learned to savor each moment because I know deep down everything is temporary, I learned to interact with others, I learned to be selfless and the most important thing is I learned to love myself. During my junior hs,like other teenagers I experienced to loved by someone I didn’t love back, and I’ve been in loved with someone that didn’t love me back and I guess that’s life, we just need to accept that we dont always get what we want, I’ve been close to someone I thought I’d ever have a chance to. I will not forget the lessons that gave me knowledge, the teachers who guided us from the beginning , my classmates who made my junior hs extra special , my friends who’s always there when I forget to love myself. Fighting inside the classroom is inevitable, but what matter is, we learned from our mistakes, and ended up forgiving each other because that’s the real essence of being as one family. During my junior high I tried new things, I learned to go with the flow, and I learned to appreciate little things.I became a girl who’s not afraid to fail,and not afraid to be alone. I began to realize what I want, what I deserve and I began to trust people less. Time flies so fast, just few steps and I’m finally done in my junior high, maybe after so many years I will look back and remember the memories that will warm me in the inside but will also tear me apart. Every person I met in school made me realized that everyone is facing a battle, has a story of heartache, I am never alone pretending that my life is real fine. Everyday is like a never ending cycle inside and outside of the school, its funny how I thought that everything is all the same everyday, but when I looked back everything was different. This chapter of my book will inevitably end, but the memories will live forever in my heart.
Thanks for reading my blog! 😄😄😄 God bless everyone! 😊💙
I’ve decide to broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. It’s not that I dont love him anymore or I can’t picture our life in the future anymore. It’s just that I can’t see the stars on my own set of eyes whenever he’s around. I mean, I could be blind at times, It could have been a mistake, but the heart never goes wrong. Don’t get me wrong, He loves me so much and I can picture him totally devastated the moment I’m out of his life. Sometimes, I wonder, I am selfish?. Can I consider myself as selfish, when I can’t see his efforts anymore?, when he’s always hurting me without his knowledge? When I cry myself to sleep because of the pain? Because I felt that I was an option? Because I felt that I am useless and can’t blame him if he enjoyed his friends company the most?. I dont know what the reason is. I can’t answer his simple question “why?”. My always answer was “I dont know” how can I explain everything when I can’t even fucking understand myself?. I don’t listen to others opinion even though they kept on telling that I deserved better than him, that we’re not fit as a couple, but I still love him regardless of what they’re going to say because at the end of the day, it’s not about them, its not about their fucking opinion. It’s about me, it’s all about what makes me happy. But life is unfair, isn’t it? It’s like the world turned upside down. I can’t see his efforts anymore, I’m always asking for his time, and I’m tired for all those late night fights and maybe the point is, I lose interest whenever I get ignored. I just wanted him to treat me like the first time. The time I can’t stop laughing because of his hilarious gestures and inside jokes. The time when I cant sleep because I kept thinking of him and the nights when I would close my eyes and imagine my future with him in it. I don’t know what happened to him,to me. This situation really really frustrates me. He kept on telling me how much he loves me, but just like the old saying goes “Action speaks louder than words.” I just prayed to God that I did the right decision and I guess it’s time to find myself again, it’s time to pick up my broken pieces because I know deep down I deserved better.
R.I.P efforts ⚰
R.I.P love ⚰